Right, really infuriating!

Correction. It wasn't just the previous three days that were bad. I'm starting to think that the month of May is exactly my lucky month.
Talking to my friend(who calls herself my best bud), I realise that, althoug she didn't say it, she was telling me that she didn't trust me.
I was talking to her about her asthma problem. She didn't one the whole world to know that she had asthma. She only told her closest friends. Apparently she seems to think that everyone would avoid her if they knew she had asthma. Another reason why she thinks that if any boy knows that she has asthma, they wouldn't like her and won't go out with her.
God, she's only 12!
Anyways, she told me that I won't understand even if she told me. She said that I don't understand other people's feelings. She said that if she wanted to tell anyone that she had asthma, she would first tell Lau***, then Ju***, then she would tell me. Then she asked me why was I always so sad. She asked me why I was always so sad. She told me that I should smile some more.
After she finished talking, I suddenly hada this mad wish to be able to do magic, and to be able to make her suffer, like, freeze her mouth shut and watch her squrim as she struggle to remove the ice.
Most unfortunately, that was only a fragant of my imagination.
Then I told her that the reason why I always looked so sad was because I'm not at the place I want to be. Further more(I didn't say any more from this point on wards), who would want to be in a place you don't want to be in? And she can't expect me to go around smiling everyday, it would be excrudingly tiring, and I don't like to smile for no reason. I'm not like Ga Lae Zhu, I don't smile 24/7. And this had also became my new target - when I grow up, or when I'm big enough to take care of myself, the first thing I'm going to do was to go back to Singapore.
And anyway, things are troublesome enough in school without someone being extra annoying at home.
My sister left her clothes on the bus yesterday, and still forgot to bring it back today. And my grandma blames me. I mean, ok, so she reminded be to remind my sister to bring her clothes back, but it sort of slipped my mind.
Then, just now, when I was playing 日出 by Joi Chua, my grandfather turned on the TV to a very loud volume to watch 大长今.
-.-