I know. Again.
My lovely friends. In between us, I realised that our personalities are very different, and that I don't really enjoy their company. I might be treated as a best friend, but I will never think of myself as their best friend. Why? Put it simply, I hate their personalities. I have half a mind to ditch them. 'Best friends' is just all wishful thinking. But I will bear with it - I could possibly be going back to Singapore anyway. But I haven't told them that.
Difference Number 1
We are amused by different things. I get amused when I see a boy flirting(just a little) with a friend I know.
Their response(Ju*** and Sh****): Is it supposed to be funny?
They like to watch from upstairs the boys playing basketball downstairs.
My response: Is it that amusing?
Difference Number 2
They quarrel very often. Usually with Sh****. I can't stand it, since it gets on my nerves. I often leave, but I always end up in the middle.
Difference Number 3
Too frank. Or too unhonest.
La****:Yeesh, you(me) have lots of acne...
Me: You're mouth is dirty!(both meanings)
That's right. I act so much like a byotch that I slip insults at my friends right under their noses and they don't even realise it.
So sue me. I don't care. They deserve it. Those aren't friends. Those are byotches. All of them.
Difference Number 4
Different taste in things. Their IPods are cramped full of English music. I love Chinese singers.
They don't get why I like Jap anime either(Bleach, Bakugan, etc.)
Difference Number 5
There's always this part of them that hate the things I do. Like: the other friends I hang out with.
Those other friends are much better friends. They happen to be in my class. I make friends with all the girls in my class, but they find problems with Tai***** and K****. And they get jealous when those two girls give me gifts.
Difference Number 6
There's this personality difference. I'm violent, aggressive, intelligent, proud, a loner, selfish, mature(both meanings). They aren't.
I can't wait till I leave this school. FOREVER.
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